There are days like this

Seems I have lost my way its so dark around me I can barely see
I stumble daily not knowing where this dark thorn covered path is leading me
Where can I run where I can hide when I know off the path is so unsafe and unsure
If only I could fixed this never ending pain that has burned its way down into my soul’s core

I glance back over the journey I have taken on this path and life has not been kind
I have never been able to count on anyone to make me feel secure and show me someday all would be fine
No one can be trusted with this heart of mine my feeling I must guard they all just tell me empty lies
Why should I open myself to anymore pain  no one can fill this emptiness or take away my souls sad cries

My eyes only see this path as a straight path to and from destruction and a never ending life of pain
I must stay here in the dark and try to find the person I have hidden away to protect her from going insane
How can I handle all this guilt that I have to carry forever and all the lost tears I have cried
I fall on my knees and feel the thorns piercing into my skin yet a welcome pain from what I feel inside